No more secret .

2011-07-29T23:05:00.002+08:00

why do i feel like i'm not needed by you ? or wanted by you ? why do i feel like your not comming back to me again ? after all you said to me , i trust your words . and now i feel stupid . i feel dumb . i've been suffering all these past few weeks . hoping you would come back and i was wrong . are we just lost in time , i wonder is your love's the same ? i'm still not over you .

2011-07-14T16:43:00.002+08:00

Life's not easy for me when your not apart of me . i keep thinking about you . i miss you so much . i keep going to pasir ris park . that's where i know that it still lives . i cant talk much . i really need a time alone . but what i know is i'm still gonna celebrate 28 . Alone . i gonna celebrate at T.B . There's where i feel your hug's and kisses . I'm still not gonna say goodbye .

2011-05-19T19:27:00.003+08:00

I was happy on that day . The day where u say u would take the time

To msg me when u have the free time . It feel like eveything change

The way it wasn when we first meet . Aku rase mcm ane tak perlu dalam

Hidop kau . Aku cemberu bile aku npk org ckp aku sayang kau bodo . Dekat

Mataer sendiri . Aku pun pernah ckp . tapi nnt dia ckp aku kau per . Tapi bile

Dia ckp aku sayang kau . aku tak ckp apepe . aku dah penat cube buat mcm dulu

Tapi tak kan ak seorg kan . Ye , dulu kau ckp kau dah delete semua contact laki

Just to proof aku . Abeh skrg ? Ade juga . Razi . Aku tak kesah . Bile aku check

Handphone kau , aku bace msg . aku mcm nak ngangis . sumpah . dia msg kau tak

Blg . Cube kalau kau jadi dekat tempat aku . aku nak tau ape kau rase . Org comment

Tak blg . Aku kena tanye baru kau blg . Aku sumpah . Aku geram . Dekat public , kau

Tolak aku mcm kau besar . Aku diam diam . Sampai aku takleh tahan baru aku blg .

In the end . aku blg pun . Bile kite gado . Kau jalan . aku kena kejar . Aku boleh bet kalau

Aku jalan . kau tak akan kejar . Im tired of trying alone . I swear to god i'm tired .

I just feel like giving up . Everything u can but i cant . i tried . Aku pernah jalan

Kau tak kejar pun ! in the end . ak yang cari kau ! I feel like your hiding something

From me . u cant even remember your facebook password . Kalau kau tak simpan

Apepe . kau try ingat ah . senang . dah , aku dah penat nak type lagi .

Aku tulis ini semua sebab aku nak lupe . I know now it was all my nightmare .

2011-04-12T12:30:00.002+08:00

It's best if i just talk to you blog . At least you wont fight back or get angry .

I feel like i'm usedless . Tak gune . Tak penting dalam hidop kau .

Aku sedih . mcm letak tepi walaupun dia ade kawan baru . Tapi aku at least tau kau

lagi happy jumpe kawan kau pade jumpe aku . That's what i feel now . Kalau kau tengah bace ni . I really really think you met someone new in ITE BISHAN . Teros terang nyer . No more keeping . Aku selame ni tahan . The last day kite jumpe . " I tau , lepas sekolah teros

balik . Kakak sendiri suroh. " now sumpah demi Allah . i trust that word . trust what u say . And now you look . Sebelum ckp kat org , tengok sendiri kat cermin . Bukan aku tak bagi , kau semalam teros ckp hujan , msg nnt . check check i msg , dah kat jumtion 8 . selagi aku tak msg , kau tak akan ckp . Jap . kau selalu betol .And now everything seems

To be my fault . Semua i ckp salah . Semua i buat salah . Now you tell me . Aku masi ingat kite jalan jalan kat tamp mall , tamp 1 ngan s.q . aku ckp kat kau " b , i takot u dah start sekolah lupe kan i . " and you said " tak akan b . i tak akan lupe kan u . i sekolah untok belajar . bukan nak mengattal " that's what you said . kite tengok sape yang mengattal okay ?"

Semalam aku tak tido . kau tau tak , aku nak sent kau msg . tapi aku tau what ever i say wont touch your heart . " bby , i know we're been up and down but your still here with me . And i'm still lucky to have you by my side trough tick and thin . I know i may not be a good boyfriend . or maybe what you wanted . Every girl dreams is to have a good boyfriend , caring , sweet , cute , handsome and so on . But i'm still trying to be perfect . I know i'm not . So no point of me telling you sweet stuff because someday later . You'll get sick and tired of listening to it . But you know what iever i do is for you right ? I know it's not easy finding some who understand's you . but i'm trying . and all yo reply is u tak berterima , u tak pernah support what i do . But i'm still trying to change . what ever happens , i know i put you infront of me and i will promise to take good care of you . And i still love you for the first day i hold your hand at pasir ris park . (swam) . "

I wanted to say but i know you wont believe . No point . Just keep to myself .

2011-04-11T17:32:00.002+08:00

Its best if i just keep it to myself .

Each time i say something , u get piss off .

Then what's the point of me telling u how i feel ?

Yes ,i know i've been saying the same word and your irratated .

But seriously , i'm scared to lose you .

So it's better i keep to myself and let people know i'm a bad person okay ?

OKAY .

2011-03-15T16:21:00.002+08:00

I dont know what happen to ous .

I just dont understand . She's every little part of me .

If i could reach her heart . And tell her how much she mean to me

I'm sure she will stop all this shit and crap .

I keep on thinking she has an another hopping for me to asak for break

And she would go to that guy . I'm just stress . work . family and you .

2011-03-14T16:59:00.002+08:00

hey .

I'm tired . I dont feel right . I just got no mood .

This time i really feel that your love towards me is fading .

I dont know why i've been acting like this . I'm just a usedless boyfriend .

I cant even support my girlfriend . I miss you . I'm still holding on to what i have .

And that you . I love you so much and i scared to even let you go .

2011-02-09T16:23:00.003+08:00

Stress , Fuck up with life .

Everything . Everything i say is wrong .

I'm blind , stupid and wrong .

I cant even feel your love towards me .

All u done for me , i cant see .

I not stuck in my ex past . To tell you the truth .

I'm stuck in your past . All your mistake .

I try to trust you . But i cant . I guess i know now .

I nak buat account same , u ckp ape ? bla bla that the

Boyfriend dosent trust the girlfriend . Tu takpe , nak at least

Name facebook same . taknak . mepek lah . dosent trust lah .

I'm not angry . I'm just telling you . What ever i say is true .

I rather lose my fight between me and you , than to lose you .

Well , your still the fattest pig i've see who eat more than me , sleep more than me .

2011-01-18T13:02:00.003+08:00

Been thinking too much .

It's not that i didn't support you .

I'm just scared . I'm scared that you let me go .

I guess im over it . Over you limit . But it hurts me so

Much to let you go . I'm scared that you'll meet someone new that's much

More better than me . I know and you know that you both promise not to leave

Each other . I been trough this , we both did promise not to leave each other . But in the end

She leaves me alone . You told me that your going to prove me wrong that your not like all

My ex's . I hope what you say is true . But trust me , your gonna leave me soon to find someone

Better than me . I didnt treat you good , i was never there when u need me , never there when

You were sick . I still remember you took care of me when i was sick , you skip your extra class

Just to take care of me . I'm sorry for not being there for u when u need me the most .

Dont let me go , dont make me hold on when your not . Dont turn away , what can i say so you

Wont let me go . Please .

2011-01-17T09:08:00.001+08:00

Nak bet tak i'm gonna lose you ?

Confirm nyer . 100% sure your

Gonna leave me . When thta time comes ,

I'll bet i'll be blind . Confirm .

2011-01-06T19:29:00.002+08:00

I've been holiding on ,

I've been crying for you .

In the bus , in the train and even

In my dreams . All i wanted to is make

You happy . But you dont see it .

I've been in your past . And i just

Cant get out .

2010-12-12T23:17:00.002+08:00

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Mepek per~ . I'm bored to death . Fatty wants me to update my blog .

What to do . So i'll update for her . Only for her . And no one else .

Tomorrow gonna play sepak takraw . And tuesday meeting big fat lazy bby .

Imissheralot . I'm listening to eminem ft lil wayn . No love . At first to me wasent

That nice . And sooner that song stuck inside my head . Ape lagi . Dah melekat . Dengar ah !

Dah . I dont know what to say next . Gonna sleep . I'll update soon .

ILM !

2010-12-08T15:45:00.003+08:00

I'm bored .

She's too busy doing her stuff .

Nevermind , i can just talk to myself .

Sumpah i'm bored . I'm going out later .

Lte's say i'm going out soon yeah ?

Gonna play sepak takraw . Mcm biasa .

Nak beli baju baru , seluar baru , kasot baru .

Senang kate nak beli semua baru .

I bored ! super bored !

Wanted to talk to her but nevermind .

She got her damn tumblr , ape spring ntah and her

Facebook . Tak habis habis kat facebook dia tulis someone

Talk to me on thumblr or ask me a question .

Something like that ah . While i was talking to her .

Dah tu takpe , reply lambat pulak . If cant meet you , at least

I wanna talk to you trough the phone or msg

one whole day like how we meet and talk . Takde org lain except kite .

Dah lah , i'm done talking to myself . I'm going out now .

2010-12-07T22:18:00.002+08:00

Miss .

I miss how we used to be .

I miss everything about you .

I miss you .

Went out with mary , follow her .

We went to air port .

Beli air kat kedai DOME .

Dome ke ape ntah . I can't

remember . Air mepek . Seriously .

Air peach manis . Dah tu jer .

Sape tak leh buat kan ?

I also can do . After that went to

Sunplaza park . Spent time with fat bby ,

Dah 1 week tak jumpe , so i want to spent

Time with her for 1 whole day .

How i miss her so much and

I love her so much .

I'll be there for her when she need's me .

I promise .

2010-08-24T19:46:00.002+08:00

Prelim has just gone .

Guess what i got for maths ?

3 out of 50 !

Gerek ke ape .

Hahaha .

Laptop kena angkot ngan mak .

I dont remember why .

So she bought for me a psp .

Modify semua , memory card .

Okay lah . so it cost $320

Nak beli psp go .

Tapi kalau nak download game

kena pakai credit card .

So lecey lor . tapi it was cool .

Mcm hp . style .

kay , tak tahu nak ckp ape .

so .

BYE !

2010-08-13T13:03:00.002+08:00

Done .

All a sudden , fad . look at this .

http://flickedtimes.tumblr.com/page/3 .

And i saw irfan picture on her tumblr .

And i was like , okay ?

Why is his picture on her tumblr .

She explained . but why dont

I still trust her ? She got so many stuff which

I dont even know . Like tumblr , twitter i dont know

What else ? What's next ? Someone else

Picture on her profile or stuff ?

Why am i so jealous ? why cant i let it go easily ?

Why must i my anger always stick to one ?

I guess i can let go what really happen on e-hub .

Everthing happens for a reason i guss ?

Maybe , just maybe i'm not the right one for her .

She deserve someone else better than me .

I guess hot head has return .

2010-08-12T14:48:00.002+08:00

I go away as soon as u want me to .

But you keep on saying u wont let me go .

Why dont i feel like your telling me ther truth

I dont feel that i'm not your bf .

maybe because it's my hate .

I keep thinking about the past ,

All i can this is e-hub .

I should have meet you so

That shit wont happen . but in the end

I can't meet you up . i guess that i'm

turning into what the mirrow dosent

recognize . i'm turning is a hot

head just like i used to be

before i meet u . i guess i treat you badly ?

sometimes i question why am i still with you

When i've hurt u badly , sometimes i think

i'm going crazy . i cant imagine

living without u next by myside .

I'm sure that would hurt me badly leaving u

all alone with no one to takecare .

I keep thinking i'm the guy who can takecare

Of you until the right person came .

And there's where i start letting you go

Slowly . It hurts alot letting you go ,

But at least i know that your not hurt .

2010-08-07T23:46:00.003+08:00

Number 1 . You should not have make a joke
When i'm not in the mood . But what ever happen , it
Must have a reason . Your not to blame .
B, it's time that you should know .
That I'd take your pain away if I go ,
And I can't stand what I'm doing, I hurt you everyday
I still love you, but there's no other way
I should've known that our love could never last like this
Now I've got nothing .
Without you in my life, you know I'll fade away .
Cause in the end, a part of me wants you to stay .
If leaving now means you can be free
Then turn around and don't cry for me
For your sake, I'll never look back again .
Give me one last taste cause after this kissI'll never find better
better than you .

Number 2 . It hurts alot to see someone who have help

You alot gone away . Gone without saying goodbye .

How i miss her cooking . If i could just wish to

Turn back time and say goodbye with a hug .

That would make me happy . Nenek .

2010-07-31T22:09:00.002+08:00

Yo .

amacam ?

Dah lame to blog eh ?

So gonna blog right now .

Tadi webcam ngan lolok hustler !

Ask mary to webcam with me and lolok tak nak .

Malu konok . Sudah lah jangan malu malu .

HAHA ! Okay , dia baru correct my english .

Broken english yeah ? like people say .

Suppose to go town to meet 6 , but didnt .

Dah 3 week siol tak jumpe .

Tak gerek siol .

Takpe ah , jumpe pompan aku dah okay ah .

Today gonna over night her house . yes .

OVERNIGHT . tak percaye bobal tanye dia .

Oh yeah , we took photo together . later i can ask her

To put the photo and show it you guys . yeah .

Skrg dah tak tahu nak type ape .

Dah blank seriously . oh yeah .

AKU TAKDE ASAP ! STRESS .

So yeah . done . kalay npk kat luar .

make sure tegor alright people ?

So i'm done . goodbye .

I'll see you when i see you .

2010-07-09T21:53:00.001+08:00

Nehs .

Everyone's a neh .

Nehs .

Tak tau nak ckp ape ah . Nehs .

At mary's home .

Watching spongebob .

Kay bye .

2010-06-26T23:44:00.002+08:00

TOWN !

With ayid , don , apek , my gf

And so much more . went to
fountain of wealth drink baron .

Tak gerek sangat ah sebab takde chicko

One thing pasal chick kalau dia ade , nnt dia start

Dia pey merepek-ness . nnt dia star kacau org ah .

Gerek siol . Skrg dia dah masok . Bukan mcm dulu .

Tak gerek sangat ah . mamad tak lame lagi keluar D.B.

Update soon . main game ngan bby .

Takecare

2010-06-24T22:20:00.002+08:00

NES !

Webby with marina ismaiel right now .

Bored to death .

Boleh mati sia BORED .

watching deal or no dead , madtv .

Update soon as i can .

bye !

2010-06-23T20:16:00.003+08:00

Nehs.

How are you nehs ?

I'm fine thank you .

Orang dah bising ah . Kena update blog .

Ismaeil ah pey anak .

I'm sitting under a void deck . Trying to gulung.

Bored at home . Can't do much at home .

But to only disturb farhan .

Disturb farhan later he cry . Pri 4 still cry like girl .

Asshole .

Wanted to watch some videos . But no connection .

It's kinda funny . Can blog but cant watch videos .

I rather watch videos than blog . Nehs .

I miss aychicko . I miss his merepek-ness .

I sound like emo sia . But we're brothers you know .

Back to back . And teddy too .

Im not gay .

Im done gulung-ing .

Im not typing this but my girlfriend is .

Nehs .

Just now i went to school .

Tapi takde lesson . Wasted my ez-link .

Tengah share gulung ngan matair .

Nehs .

Kay im done take care.

See you assholes around .

2010-06-18T18:54:00.002+08:00

Hello neh !

Amacam baik ?

I'm out with gf and "Nas dragon"

Kat KFC . Lepak .

Not my style kat kfc semua .

Pompan dah bising , kena update blog .

SO ! dia bawak laptop dia , and wants me to update .

Lepas ni tak tak tau ah nak gi mane .

So i later want to go NTUC buy sushi .

eh siala , kena buat panjang panjang .

So dia tak bising , mcm mak org .

NO ! she say . Ape lagi ah nak tulis .

Aku dah takde plan .

So gf ask me to write about her .

So i will . She's one noisy gf , lazy gf , and alot

More . but still my wonderful gf . while i loved the

Most you see .

Okay that's all for today folks .

See you next time .

2010-05-23T15:02:00.002+08:00

aiyo !

dah lame tak update .

story telling ! :D

yesterday went out with 6 , was fun .

but not fun without my gf lah .

drink and smoke .

no drug man . didnt went home

so went to buy drink again .

we bought around 17 .

bnyk kan ?

sebab kite bnyk . hahaha !

lameee . -.-

while walking , kite npk boyang tears ngan mawad .

ajak ah ape lagi . 6 juga per .

kay , i'm tired .

update as soon as i can .

:Dtorn

2010-04-22T00:11:00.003+08:00

Update . Didn't update for a long time .

Gonna update now .

Was sick , tired and my head is about to pop up .

But who came to my life ?

Mariana ! She went to my house .

She help me .

She skip her extra class just for me .

What would i do without you ?

I'm such a lucky guy to have you as my

Awesome gf . Your always there for

Me fatty .

Gonna sleep now , tired

Taking care .

2010-04-11T00:23:00.002+08:00

Update update update !

Mok sudah bising tak update blog .

Ye mok , i'm updating right now , been

Disturbing my mok . Gerek , fun , awesome and POWE !

Haha ! she's pissed some how . i know .

Tapi gerek per , takpe .

Back to words .

Maybe later i'm going bowling with bby .

Plain it with her along time ago .

Bowling , watching movie then eat .

Or , watching movie then go bowling .

But i prefer bowling , movie .

That's much more nicer .

Haha .

Done , gonna sleep .

Goodnight .

2010-04-03T12:31:00.002+08:00

Sebok .

If you want her so much .

Then take her , i'm using to getting this

Shit . My realationship is always ruin by someone .

Kalau tak kena kacau , tak sah . Selalu sia kena kacau

Ngan org lain . She's the love of my life . Asal kena amek

Dia ? Asal tak org lain . Ade lagi bnyk abeh nak amek aku nyer .

2010-04-02T11:13:00.002+08:00

People keep asking me , dont u get bored and sick seeing your gf everyday ?

And i say , of course .

NOT !

And people would ask me why ?

And i told them why would i get bored when meeting my own gf .

She's all i got . I got to takecare of her , got to look after her .

Then my friend told me that i cant even takecare of myself

how am i going to takecare of her .

Ah , kau takya tahu sudah .

Hahaha .

Mok ask me uptade .

So , i'll update latter .

I'm going out .

2010-03-13T12:27:00.002+08:00

Yesterday meet bby .

She pick me up from school .

Come my place .

Until 4 .

Then we eat .

Mkn fish and co .

Which was my frist time .

Thanks to her .

Later meeting baby .

Maybe ?

My hands are in pain .

I'll post later .

2010-03-07T19:51:00.002+08:00

Bored bored bored !

Didn't meet baby today .

Dia gi tengok paramore jual jubo .

HAHAHA !

Takde lah , paramore datang

Singapore . Well i'm happy

For her . She loves paramore so much .

She's been dying to see paramore live

In singapore .

So there you go baby

Hope you enjoy watching paramore bby .

Nothing to say now .

Goodbye .

Mariana

2010-03-06T00:35:00.002+08:00

I'm bored .

Not been good lately .

But i'm fine now .

I cant blame her because

She got PMS .

So it's not your fault bby .

We out with mary ,

Lepak- lepaking .

Boreddd sia at home .

I'll post soon .

Goodbyee

2010-02-23T23:59:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday mariana !
Ily so much !
Hope your wish came true .
I'll try my best to make a pit on 27 march to
Celebrate my birthday and your's too .
I'll try my very very very best okay bby ?
I'm very lucky to have you as my
Beloved girlfriend because your
Always make me smile by biting your
Little small nose .
HAHA !
I'll hope all your wish came true .
At least i'm the first to wish your birthday yeah ?
Hahaha .
Well i'm gonna sleep now .
I love you mary mariana !
(:

2010-02-21T00:32:00.000+08:00

Got no mood .

Goodbye .

2010-02-16T14:51:00.000+08:00

MSN !

With teddy and anne .

Nak buat kawan pun susah per .

Maki sini , maki sane .

kaayyy~

About V day .

Gerek beb .

Went out with marryy

Was fun .

Gi makan pastamania .

Which was my first time .

hahah .

Yeah .

First time .

Abeh dia ckp dia nak

Ajak lagi nnt .

Bile 28 .

I cant wait .

I'm bored .

2010-02-07T23:06:00.000+08:00

Kay .
Long time no update yeah ?
Teddy dapat lepas untok sekejap .
Abeh chicko masi kat RTC
Rabak per . Tapi takpe ah .
Confirm chicko buat kawan
hahahah !
I dont know wear to go
Valentine days .
Tolong aku beb .
Kay , i'm tired .
wanna sleep .
Goodbye .

2010-01-29T16:55:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 1 MONTH LMM !
(Little miss marry)
Hahaha .
At home . Bored sia .
Besok aku keluar .
Sape nak ikot call aku .
Aku dah lame tak keluar ngan
Batu 6 .
So i'm fine .
Everything's okay .
Aku pey test rabak sia .
Aku belajar mcm nak rak tetap fail .
Puki liang .
Ahahha .
Baru class test .
Belum end of the year pey exam .
Kena belajar sia .
Kay gtg .
Going out with babuji .
Takecare

2010-01-18T23:20:00.000+08:00

Look at that picture .
Remember her face .
You touch her ,
Insult her ,
Bully her .
She tell's me all this
Stupid things . I'm
Gonna find you , and
I'm gonna make sure
Your world turns up side down .
Okay people out there reading my blog ?
Kay , first day suck like hell .
Kena marah lah , kena maki lah .
Ni lah . tu lah . Stress siol .
Aku kalau rembat tu mr muhammad .
Betol pey rembat sia .
I'm sleepy .
Gonna sleep .
Goodnight .

2010-01-03T01:04:00.000+08:00

Dah lame tak update sia .

haha .

So how are you guys ?

I'm fine .

Been alright these days .

Oh ya .

I'm att already .

28 beb !

Att to miss Mariana .

Kena write panjang- panjang .

So nnt mary leh bace kay ?

Next saturday is the last

Day to see chicko .

Dia dah nak masok .

Siol ah dia tu .

Takpe .

At least i got bby love .

Mendak sia .

I dont know what to type next .

Besok cite spiderman siol .

Besok aku pun jumpe mary .

She miss me alot .

HAHAHAH !

Kay , i'm done .

Tired .

Wanna sleep !

Update soon as i can .

Takecare

2009-12-09T00:02:00.000+08:00

Sorry kalau post lambat .

Been busy these day .

Let's say i'm having

A great day ?

Gtg .

I'll post A.S.A.P

2009-11-27T23:28:00.000+08:00

Hello !

Sorry didn't update for long .

For the past few days was fun for me .

Check her blog , and she's att .

Last long with your bf .

And tomorrow i'm going to sentosa !

Dengan brother batu 6 beb .

Kay , i'm lazy to type .

So long .

2009-11-20T03:04:00.000+08:00

Update time !

Chat ngan raddy .

Haha .

Long lost friend .

And i'm chatting with

Her right now .

Kay blank .

-.-

Nak tido ah .

Besok nak keluar .

Bye bye !

2009-11-17T23:28:00.000+08:00

I'm bored .

Chatting with pisang kat msn .

Kacau kacau dia .

Yeah .

Kay i'm done .

Nak tido .

Goodnight .

2009-11-09T23:18:00.000+08:00

HEY HEY HEY !

Long time no update yeah ?

i had alot of fun with brother's man .

Thank you very much for making me smile !

Just view my tagged to see picture .

Lazy to upload kat sini .

Update as soon as i can .

Take care .

2009-10-22T22:45:00.000+08:00

yo yo yo !
amcam ?
dah lame tak update yeah .
All i can say is .
She's happy with her two friends !
dah happy ah ?
GOOD !
SHE HAPPY !
SHE'S FUCKING HAPPY !
GOODBYE !

2009-10-13T12:44:00.000+08:00

HELLO !
Talk talk talk .
Past few days suck for me .
Becauseeee , exam and one more stuff .
Went out with friends , do alot of things lah .
I didn't really mean what i say , i was sad and angry .
If your sad , your would say things like you dont
Really mean it right ? I didn't really mean it .
Today's 13 . i still want 13 . I want 13 back .
I hope i get to meet her later . i want her back .
kalau aku hilang kan dia , aku takde sesiape .
No onee . i still love miratryshaa alot .
Going out to play takraw .
Take care .

2009-10-10T19:06:00.000+08:00

Kay . long time didn't update .

i'm sure she's gonna be happy single .
She's gonna enjoy her life like she used to .
Can't believe i just did that .
I really regret doing it but i have no choice .
If i love her so much , i have no choice to
Let her go . I dont wanna see her suffer anymore ,
Dont wanna see her cry anymore . So i have no
Choice to do it . I'm really sorry .
But i'm sure she's happy , right ?
She can do her own stuff , live life
Normal . I hope what i did was right .
I'm sure she'll agree .
Gtg , got something on .
We'll i'm gonna drink until
I forget her .
Take caree .
(Song reminds me
Of her .)

2009-10-02T10:37:00.000+08:00

TOWN

Half

saiful

Aqash Batam

KANDANG ! RED CHAIR !

YO YO YO !
Been a long time since a post yeah ?
Look at the pictures .
Enjoy my day alot .
Raye raye raye .
Town town town .
Alot of things we did .
I've still got no mood .
But who cares right ?
end of the year exam is
coming . got to study babe .
so yeah .
got nothing else to say .
takecaree .

2009-09-27T13:02:00.000+08:00

it's been a long time since i post .
so yeah .
i've still got no mood to talk about
it since i saw what happen .
didn't msg her until she msg me .
i got no mood .
we keep on fighting .
didn't even get to spent
time with my bby since we fight .
didn't meet her . i really miss her alot .
she was always with her friends .
and i'm there waiting for her to be free .
to meet up .
i wanna be like last time .
loving-loving and we meet always .
i want that back .
i just want her to be happy .
that's all .

2009-09-21T22:19:00.000+08:00

second day .

i got no mood to talk about it .
sorry =/
takecare .

2009-09-20T22:23:00.000+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA KAWAN-KAWAN AKU !

Today was fun . awesome . great !
wake up early , went to pray .
after pray go home , bath then bath .
relax kat umah jap , after that went out .
went alot to house . standart .
smoke-smoke . talk-talk to my cousin .
went to last house around 6 .
when i reach my grandmother house .
i faster open my baju kurong and went to bed .
HAHAH ! didn't used pillow
Then while i was sleeping .
i feel like something on my neck .
like there's a pillow .
when i wake up , i saw this HOT chick .
which i dont know . then she say this to me ,
"eh , fad dah bangon sey ."
then i was like , who the hell are you ?
i dont even remember you .
then i say " ye ? fad dah bangon . sape ni ? "
CHECK CHECK she's my far far far far far cousin .
then i remember her !
name dia atiqah , she's my age and
not schooling anymore .
i remember when i was small , i hold her hand .
we share the same food , we went out together with our parents .
got alot of memory . it was the best day of my life meeting her just now .
then i went down with her , slack-slack with her . talk-talk . smoke-smoke
she's a very smoker . tak kesah . tetap she's my cousin . gerek sia !
she's told me weather want to go out with her or not one day . then i was like sure .
it's been a long time since i meet her .

msg bby tak reply .
mcm biasa . then she say she reach home
then i ask her u want me to call her or not .
then she say okay .
so call bby tak angkat .
baik !
were going watch movie soon .
so dont know wheather what she say is true or not .
kay . dah blank .

takecare .

2009-09-19T13:16:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY JACKASS !

slack slack slack , mcm biasa . talk talk . play guitar .
after than went home .
bath , then go out .
went to geylang .
me , camy , aqash , shah and ful went to geylang first to find
a place to eat . so walk walk . after than , ajah call camy hp , he aslo wanted
to follow ous . so we ajak him along .
bla bla bla bla .
after eat , we meet ajah , sugar reeni , zaki , arep and khai gang .
so they were 10 people . pey sikit ! walk walk .
i dont know this sugar reni , than we talk talk ah .
kite org bobal mcm kite dah kenal lame pulak .
msg bby didn't reply . BAIK ! so i was bored like hell .
talk to khai ajah and sugar reeni .
bla bla bla .
and i'm lazy to talk about yesterday .
call bby yesterday for awhile . keep thinking about
that MOTHER FUCKER . msg bby again , check check
dia dah tido . -.-' ntah betol ke tak . mane tahu tolong nenek dia
buat makanan ke ape . ntah lah .

2009-09-18T10:14:00.001+08:00

YESTERDAY

kay , didnt' update blog yesterday . so talk-talk about today and yesteday .
yesterday was awesome !
we did jack ass yesterday .
mcm biasa .
yesterday was nak cari gado , but tak dapat .
kay , i'm lazy to talk about yesterday .
the story's long .

TODAY

kena suspend .
because of hair and one more stuff which u dont need to know .
kay .
went to school .
line up .
DM was walking and he tap me and ask me to go to the G.O (genaral office)
so i went to G.O .
then he was smiling and ask me to go home .
balik ah ape lagi .
otw home , msg bby . but didn't reply .
i know she's angry .
so yeah .
can't do anything .
so i'm just gonna wait for her to reply my msg .
if she's not gonna reply , i'm gonna call .
kalau tak angkat .
then i'm know she's very angry and dont wanna talk to me .
like what she did to me last time . takkangkat .
so yeah .
i'm used to it already .
but i still love her lah .
kay done , wanna sleep .
take care .
love bby alot .

2009-09-16T23:23:00.000+08:00

Night .
today was the worst day of my life . but it was fun .
i have to run like hell .
we went to pasir ris park .
slack-slack .
wanted to find trouble .
but didn't .
so we talk from pasir ris park to mac .
while walking .
my friend , dan cartoon , aqash trow rock
at some people house which we didn't know .
i didn't notice they trow rock at people's house .
until they start running .
so i also join .
while walking , i shouted asal lari sia , kite tak buat salah per .
then shah told me that they trow rock at people house .
and i was laughing like hell .
at last !
we reach mac .
we drink and eat .
after drink and eat . we smoke .
we talk about our girlfriends .
we talk-talk while laughing .
so after we talk . go home ah .
what else .
tried calling her , but didn't pick up .
it's all my fault .
if we didn't fight , non of this
would happen .
so i'm so sorry .
YES AH !
DIA CALL !
got to go friends .

taking care poeple !

2009-09-16T19:12:00.000+08:00

Hello there !
Kay i dont know how to do this but i'll try . My friends ask me to make this thing . Kay , later i'm
Slack . macam biasa . after slack , call someone special . ♥M T♥ some one special in my life .
Kay then ! let's talk about her . she's my everything . i'm nothing without her . seriously . we been
trough so many fight , but in the end . let's say we did it . i never did regret having her as my bby girl . but i would regret losing her . afraid of losing her . DAH DAH ! that's all you need to know .
I've got to bath . pakai make up . like wax , perfume , brush my teeh . and lastly . my rokok . i can't live out her and my rokok.

takecareeeee ~